Carcinosin

A brief study of Carcinosin; Development from the expectation of others

In this world of competition every parents expect their child should earn money, fame, etc. They expect that their child should do much more in life (when they see the achievements of children around them esp. of relatives, neighbors). They  have “Extraordinary expectation” from child. Carcinosinum person evolves from this situation as a child.

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - expectations of parents too high: Carc

Here, parents do not care whether their child is having ability to achieve, compete, etc. Out of selfish motive to gain esteem in society, they expect child should complete their wishes and please them AT ANY COST!!!

At this time, what is the passion of child, what they really want, what is the aim of them, or what they want to become is ignored. By keeping aside all the wishes (of children), it is important that they should fulfill their parents wishes.

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - mentally suppressed; from being: Carc

MIND - DESIRES - suppressing his desires: Carc

He does not get chance to recognize his abilities, what can he do.

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - opportunities to realize his abilities; lack of: Carc

In this situation, he is dominated by parents. He is abused. His upbringing is done very harshly. They behave to him very rudely. They reproach, reprimand, and punish him. He remains sad due to this “hard influence of others.”
MIND - ANGER - humiliated; after being: Carc

Humiliation means:

1) State of disgrace or loss of self-respect

2) An instance in which you are caused to lose your prestige or self-respect

MIND - ANGER - asthmatic respiration; with: Carc

Asthmatic respiration means smothering feeling; inability to breath as per one’s wish i.e. can not live according to one’s wish-
WHY? Because he is helpless on emotional and mental level:        MIND - HELPLESSNESS; feeling of - mental level; on: Carc

He feels if he revolts against them, he will not be accepted, cared i.e. he will be rejected. Already he has suffered a lot where he has not got emotional attachment for which he starved since long time.

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - rejected; from being: Carc

Reject means refuse to accept or acknowledge. His proposals, his emotions, his passions, are always rejected.

Actually, a Carcinocin child feels:

MIND - CARESSED; being - wants to be caressed: Carc

But what happens? Only sadness comes to him and he feels unfortunate.

MIND - SADNESS - love; from disappointed: Carc

MIND - UNFORTUNATE, feels: Carc

He goes into the grief state, but this grief is not expressed.

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - grief - silent grief: Carc

Though he is sad, he can not weep (weep mean to make visible, to express) and this grief remain for long time.

MIND - WEEPING - cannot weep, though sad: Carc

MIND - GRIEF – prolonged: Carc

Then it leads to ‘hollowing out’ of him.

MIND - GRIEF - undermining the constitution: Carc

Undermine means:

1. Damage or weaken esp. gradually or insidiously

2. Dig or excavate beneath so as to make it collapse.

‘Forsaken feeling’ is the theme of Carcinocin

He feels that:

‘I am not loved by anyone.’

‘No one pay attention to me.’

‘No one praise for what is done by me.’

‘I have no friend.’

‘No one understands me.’

‘He is discarded by world.’

Now, he fears for aloneness that seems to come. He feels very sad when he feels alone
MIND - FEAR - solitude, of: Carc2

Actually this rubric is from cross reference for Fear-abandoned being.

Abandoned means forsaken by owner; leave someone who needs or counts on you.

MIND - SADNESS - alone – when: Carc

When he is alone, he is in need of company, caressing, kind words, etc.

MIND - COMPANY - desire for – amel in company: Carc

MIND - COMPANY - desire for - children; in: Carc

MIND - COMPANY - desire for - children; in - rejected; who are: Carc

In this state of sadness, he feels like to talk to someone, wants to share. Once he tells or shares for a long time (because it is aggregated for a long time and to the deepest level) he feels better.

MIND – COMMUNICATIVE: Carc

MIND - TALKING - amel the complaints – prolonged: Carc

Out of it he desires sympathy and affection from others. He longs for sympathy and affection which is not given to him.

MIND - SYMPATHY, compassion - desire for: Carc

MIND - AFFECTION - children craving for: Carc

He expects someone should talk ‘sweet words’ with him, should listen to him, which gives him relief.
MIND - CARESSED; being - wants to be caressed: Carc

MIND - CONSOLATION – amel: Carc

MIND - CONSOLATION - kind words; from: Carc2

Meticulousness of Carcinosinum

The meticulousness of Carcinocin patient is MALIGNANT (i.e. it is too much extreme, hyper).

It is said that Over Perfectionist person prone to CANCER. So is the disposition of Carcinocin patient.

The rubrics in this category are:

MIND – FASTIDIOUS: Carc2

MIND - FASTIDIOUS - disease; in: Carc

Disease is the condition in which you are unable to do normal activities i.e. dis-ease; discomfort feeling. Means even in any condition (worst, discomfort) he has to be fastidious. It is out of helplessness feeling.

MIND - FASTIDIOUS - work; in his: Carc

MIND - CLEANNESS - mania for: Carc

Mania- irresistible motive for a belief or action i.e. it is a passion.

Cleanness- without dirt or other impurities Here dirt means disgraceful gossip about the private lives of other people. ‘Jo bhi karega itna perfect karega ki koi ungli na utha sake.’

MIND - ORDER - desire for: Carc

Order is the quality or meticulous nature.

MIND - PROPER - too - children; in: Carc4

Proper means marked by suitability or rightness or appropriateness.

Too means to a degree exceeding normal or proper limits.

MIND – TASTEFUL: Carc

Tasteful means showing good aesthetic judgment or appropriate behavior; free from what is unbecoming. Synonym- neat which means clear and organized

MIND – TIDY: Carc

Tidy means

1. Marked by order and cleanliness in appearance or habits e.g. a tidy person, a tidy house.

2. Put (things or places) in order e.g. Tidy up your room!

3. Neat and clean.

WHY he is so?

The fastidiousness of Carcinocin patient is not inborn. It is conditional.
MIND - UNTIDY - perform; except when he has to: Carc

He is fastidious for the wishes of others. He is tidy till he has to impress others, please others. Otherwise he is not tidy enough. If he does not behave like this, he will confront PROBLEM!

This is reality of Fastidiousness of carc. He has TO BE fastidious to please others esp. parents for the fear of rejection, reproaches etc.

MIND - PLEASING - desire to please others: Carc2

MIND - PLEASING - desire to please others – parents: Carc

MIND - PLEASING - desire to please others - parents – father: Carc

Father is the highest authority, dominating person in the family. Otherwise he will be reproached, criticized which Carcinocin does not want.

This is the ONLY reason why Carcinocin becomes fastidious.

MIND - FEAR - reproaches; of: Carc

‘Koi chillaega, datega ye teri vajah se hua hain’ is bat ka dar rahata hain.

MIND - FEAR - dirt; of: Carc

Dirt means disgraceful gossip about the private lives of other people.

MIND - SENSITIVE - criticism; to: Carc3

‘Log meri taraf kichad uchalenge, jo main nahi chahata.’

To please others, Carcinocin works hard, does not take rest until everything is done meticulously.

MIND - REST - cannot rest when things are not in the proper place: Carc

Due to such hard work prostration comes upon him.

MIND - PROSTRATION of mind - working too hard: Carc

MIND – TORPOR: Carc

Then he feels to take rest.

MIND - REST - desire for: Carc

But, fear and anxieties remains in his mind that if he does not work or perform properly, he will be in problem. So, even in disease condition he is fastidious.

If he unable to fulfill the expectation of others esp. parents he will be troubled, hurt, reproached, reprimanded, punished, and lastly will be rejected. And he will not able to gain position in the eyes of parents.

MIND - FEAR - recover, he will not: Carc

List of rubrics that support the theme of reason of carc to be a fastidious are as follows:

MIND - ANXIETY - time is set, if a: Carc

MIND - CHECKING - twice or more; must check: Carc

MIND - FEAR - attacked; fear of being: Carc

MIND - FEAR - danger, of impending: Carc

MIND - FEAR - everything, constant of: Carc

MIND - FEAR - failure, of - children; in: Carc

MIND - FEAR - failure, of - examinations; in: Carc

MIND - FEAR - humiliated, of being: Carc2

MIND - FEAR - hurt, of being – emotionally: Carc

MIND - FEAR - punishment; of: Carc

MIND - FEAR - reproaches; of: Carc

MIND - FEAR - suffering, of: Carc

All this is because of

MIND - AILMENTS FROM - rejected; from being: Carc

The aim ‘to fulfill expectation of others’ becomes duty and responsibility for him and he performs conscientiously for it as he becomes used to this situation.

MIND - DUTY - too much sense of duty: Carc

MIND - RESPONSIBILITY - taking responsibility too seriously - children; in: Carc

MIND - CONSCIENTIOUS about trifles - children; in: Carc

While doing so, he suppresses his desires, anger, and emotions which are the big SADNESSES in his life.

But, when it becomes unbearable for him, he revolts against AUTHORITY. Now, he does not listen to anyone. He becomes indifferent to the feelings of others.

Reaction of Carcinocin is expressed in the following rubrics.

MIND – REBELLIOUS: Carc

MIND - DISOBEDIENCE - children, in: Carc

MIND - FIRE - set things on fire; wants to: Carc

MIND - INDIFFERENCE - loved ones, to: Carc

‘unke khusi ya gum ka asar padata tha vo ab nahi padata.’

MIND - CONTRARY - parents; with: Carc

MIND - ANGER - destroy things; with tendency to - children; in: Carc

MIND – WILDNESS: Carc

MIND - SPEECH – sharp: Carc

Sharp means clearly defined, ending in a sharp point, harsh.

MIND - INJUSTICE, cannot support: Carc3

MIND - TOUCHED - aversion to be: Carc

Touch means to come in contact with; a communicative interaction; affect emotionally.

Previously, he desires Caressing, but now due to dissatisfaction, he is reluctant to sympathy and consolation.

MIND - CONSOLATION – agg: Carc2

MIND - CONSOLATION - agg - sympathy agg: Carc

MIND - SADNESS - sympathy agg: Carc

He is in discontentment now.

MIND - DISCONTENTED – children: Carc

This feeling takes him away from humankind and he develops affinity toward nature.

Nature ONLY gives us but does not EXPECT in return.

MIND - NATURE - loves - children; in: Carc

MIND - SEASIDE – loves: Carc

MIND - ANIMALS - love for animals - children; in: Carc

He becomes artistic due to which he feels happy because here he can live life according to HIS WISH. There is nothing expected from him.

MIND - ART - ability for: Carc

MIND - DANCING – amel: Carc

Dancing is to enjoy to the fullest what is being done, to involve complete happily.

MIND - DANCING – children: Carc

MIND - DANCING - love to: Carc

MIND - DANCING - rhythm; with marked sense of: Carc

It is out Fastidious, Proper too, Tasteful nature to which he become habituated.

MIND - MUSIC – amel: Carc

Music is any agreeable (pleasing and harmonious) sound.

MIND - MUSIC - desire for - children; in: Carc